Friday, January 13th, 2006
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5:05 pm
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School is school...it sucks.
I skipped Friday to be in this music video for some guy I saw it today and it turned out pretty cool. But the school called and told my dad I skipped so he’s all huffy now.
Daniel and me still exist..But for no real reason...I think both of us are too lazy to break up with one another.
J and Brandon went with Adam to Dallas for a week or so. When they were here it was weird, we are all so different now, or at least I am and I don’t really fit in with them.
My brother couldn’t go back to school soon enough I’m tired of him being around he’s getting to comfortable home I hate it that I let such a loser make me feel bad about my life. I cringe when relatives ask me where I’m going to school and it’s all he talks about and I want to punch him in the face.
I’m not in uil. I really don’t mind. I'd rather not right now I think. I don’t really like being in theatre anymore.
I don’t feel like I have any of my friends anymore. The ones I do have I feel like the relationships are so superficial. Me and Jessica have fun together but I like it better when its just us bc so many people don’t like both of us that its hard to hang out with anyone. Cats cool. but she has her own drama and we never have anything to do except sit at dennys or starbucks and drink coffee.
Wow I never write this much in my LJ
Blacklight show is coming around. Nothing is really made but I think it will be really cool!
I don’t like many people anymore. Maybe I’m tired of them. The only reason I even hold conversations with people anymore is to think about how dumb they are in my head.
I don’t know what I’m doing about school. There’s ACU and Harding...but I just don’t feel like they are the places for me to go. I wouldn’t mind staying here for a year if I didn’t think I was gonna get stuck here like some of the people I look around and see.
This is crazy. Even when I get rid of all the people in my life that I thought caused drama I still have my own with myself.
I need a job.
Oy.
current mood:  grumpy
current music: Autumns Monologue-From Autumn To Ashes
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Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
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12:06 am
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Ten seconds left
until midnight
nine chances to drown ourselves
in black hair dye
eight faces turned away
from the shock:
seven windows and six of them
were locked
five stories falling
forever and ever
three cheers to the mirror
now there are two of us
can we have one last dance?
How long can we take this chance not to celebrate life?
Happy New Year Guys.
at 12 or around that we kinda missed it...my boyfriend was somewhere else, and i had an epiphany.
ex,oh
Hussey
*Andrew is cool because hes a good friend and a talented musician*
current mood:  cold
current music: Thursday- Jet Black New Year
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Monday, January 2nd, 2006
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10:54 am
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"Is that what you call a getaway!?
Tell me what you got away with!
Cuz I've seen more spine in jelly-fish,
I've seen more guts in an eleven-year-old kid!
...just have another drink and drive yourself home,
I hope there's ice all over the roads,
and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield!!!"
go back to school and only call me when your drunk and doing stupid things so i can worry.
your not worth it anymore. im not going to call and im not going to think about you anymore
current mood:  crushed
current music: Brand New
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Thursday, December 15th, 2005
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6:34 pm
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well i got a jackass anon comment...are we back to 9th grade??
me and daniel got in a fight today...=( i think everything will be okay tho
sam and i went to the mall that was fun...
not much else going on...finals week. AH kill me!
oh well almost done with the last first semester of high school!
yay.
<3 Hussey
current mood:  awake
current music: Slice Paper Wrists
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Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
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3:15 pm
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okay so my earlier update was weak.
umm my thanksgiving break wa great!
i got to see story of the year (that was the high point) it was sooo awesome!
and my mom got married and it was really nice!
a bunch of friends came in from school this weekend but i really didnt get to see much of them :( so that kinda sucked
i did see blake! :) i miss that kid! and i saw crazy mike just before he left sunday so that was great
i dont really know if anyone even reads this...but oh well it keeps me occupied
me and jess had a great weekend! we have fun together! and she dresses me cute so thats fun!
im going shoping this weekend so that will be good! URBAN OUTFITTERS HERE I COME! wahoo!
sabis party is saturday so that will be fun too
eek. not much else going on...
more later!
ex,oh
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Story of the Year-And the Hero will Drown
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11:25 am
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im in theatre...
theatre is fun!
i got into harding!
i dunnno where im gonna go...marymount maybe? i think i need to live in ny
senior show is next week...that will be fun
i miss my friends even know they just left.
school is meeh.
im ready to be done.
we have a tour. we are hosting this weekend...that will suck
then kara and laura are having a bday party
sabi too...
also i need to get meg a present ahhh any ideas for the girl who has everything?
other than that nothing
me and daniel are stil together! yay
ex,oh
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Monday, October 31st, 2005
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3:40 pm
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Thursday, October 13th, 2005
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7:36 pm
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I never said that I was perfect, I never said I knew everything, I never said everything was great, I never said follow me Yeah, I've made mistakes Yeah, I have many regrets Wish I could undo some of my past too bad life doesn't work like that I know I'm not the perfect example of how God wanted my life to be, that there is nothing I can do to make Him want to love me. It's hard to understand sometimes I can't take it all in So please don't look at me, at least not yet, cuz I could never be the perfect example that Christ was to me. But I know my Creator and the love He has for me That it doesn't matter what I've done, He still has a place for me
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Saturday, October 8th, 2005
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11:47 am
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well today has been crazy...my teacher first period yelled at me...meghan is all upset iver drama club things...i cryed bc my teacher cryed..oh well the day can only get better right?
so theres this boy...hes really cute..daniels his name. but i dont know what to do. hes soo sweet and i really like him but i have idea how he feels! i want to just be able to kiss him and there be no question. but i dont know. bc i have no clue what he is thinking or what he wants.i guess i will just wait it out for him to make the first move. :(
lalalala im bored....
mary is a furry
and i <3 her!
anyway...im off...drama club today and im gonna force daniel to watch this movie with me for english...also URBAN OUTFITTERS! yay and church...lalala
xo
<3 Laur
ps i wish steven was at school! i miss him!
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Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
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12:24 am - lol
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Friday, September 23rd, 2005
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6:35 pm
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well school was school
i really dont have many important classes..but i keep finding myself not wanting to go at all.. its only the 2nd 6 weeks of school that cant be a good sign
meghan embarssed me and told daniel to ask me to HC...i dont even know if i want to go much les if i want to go w him. plus craig still thinks im going with him from before i was going with david.
go look at dontprayonme's LJ....he is cute!
umm im really bored
newlyweds is funny
glassjaw is good
that is all
xo
Laur
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Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
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9:03 pm
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welp.
the show opens in two days.
i dont know what to think. it is going better...the set it looking a little better i guess.
SOME people still dont know there lines.
and to quote waddell.."this is my frustration!"
anyway
homecoming is now an issue agian
david has a stupid cheerleader g/f now so im out of a date
i guess there are people i could go w...but i really was looking forward to going with him bc we were gonna dress really effing cool.
blah.
my effing eco teacher lost my project! i dont even know what to do about that. i need to somehow tell my dad that im gonna have an incomplete on my report card.
er.
i need a bf! winter is comming and i want to cuddle with a boy..play with his hair...and hold hands and go to shows!
er er er
ya know venting doesnt always make things better!
xo for now
laur
current mood:  contemplative
current music: its cool we can still be friends-bright eyes
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Thursday, September 15th, 2005
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8:47 pm
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ON TAX CUTS:
George Bush: "The tax relief is for everyone who pays income taxes...Americans will keep, this year, an average of almost $1,000 more of their own money."
The Truth: Nearly half of all taxpayers get less than $100. And 31% of all taxpayers get nothing at all.
ON JOBS:
George Bush: "Our first goal is...an economy that grows fast enough to employ every man and woman who seeks a job."
The Truth: Bush is the first President since Hoover to preside over an economy that has lost jobs, not created them - more than 2.9 million since 2001.
ON THE ENVIRONMENT:
George Bush: "[My] Clear Skies legislation...mandates a 70% cut in air pollution from power plants over the next 15 years."
The Truth: The Bush plan will allow more than 100,000 additional premature deaths by 2020 than alternative legislation developed by the Environmental Protection Agency. The plan does not regulate carbon emissions and allows far more sulfur and mercury emissions.
ON EDUCATION:
George Bush: "[W]e achieved historic education reform - which must now be carried out in every school and in every classroom."
The Truth: Bush cut $8 billion from the promised funds for education.
current mood:  amused
current music: Nebutol-Manatee
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Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
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7:13 pm
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fuck me...
i just filled out this long survey thing and what do i do? i pushed the off button on my comptuer! im such a spaz!
more later
current mood:  annoyed
current music: hell yes-alk3
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Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
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8:14 pm - some call me the gangster of love!
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in other news...brian is cute and i think maybe stuff is going good...and if im wrong..then someone help me find a boy bc im not good at it
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6:56 pm
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i use run on's
i cant spell
i can be hypocritical
i love music
i like going to shows
i miss brandon j sammi kim and eric
i am addicted to downloading music and looking up lyrics
i am afraid of boys
i am ready to be done with school
i am going to homecoming with daivd..someone tell craig for me
i dont know why im doing this
anyway
fun weekend!
friday we went to numbers.. i had only been once for a show or somthing a while back and i had only heard bad things but it was ummm interesting! i guess me meg and michelle had out own way to make it fun! i didnt sleep that night..then saturday we went to rehearsal after rehearsal me and meg got ready and went to davids it was fun but we were really tired so we went back to her house and crashed at like 1... this morning i woke up and went to rehearsal with the group musical...and here i am
good weekend!
why is everyone straight edge now?
i dont get it
if its a fad its a dumb fad
it gets annoying and i hate when people put those little x's on there hands
but i do like yao ming
i bet he has a big penis
he's tall
i scrached my ben folds CD
i was sad
okay im gonna go eat i think
xo
Hussey
current mood:  blah
current music: bouncing souls
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Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
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10:48 pm
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well i didnt go to 1st bc i didnt write a paper..
and i didnt go to 6th bc me and meghan ignored the bell and kept sleeping...lol she said "just pretend we didnt hear it...go back to sleep."
so that was fun
went to rehursal
scared the color gaurd and ghetto people who say after bc they have nothing to do by chasing them around with a gorilla mask on...
came home..
got jelous of my little brother who has never touched a guitars new fender...
went to church
went to megs
came home
here i am
g'night
xo
Hussey
current mood:  tired
current music: the case they gave me-hot hot heat
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Friday, September 2nd, 2005
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9:21 pm
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hey guys...
well i dont really have an excuse for not updating latley
i havent really been all that busy
today i went to school
then rehursal
then home
got yelled at
went back to my room... where i am now.
this past weekend i went to visit harding
i dont know if it is the place for me
as much as i would like it to be
i just dont know.
i like not being in any wahala in teatro right now
its diffrent for me
but i like it
i miss my friends.
i dont know what to do with myself
i know its sad....but i dont care i miss brandon j eric sammi kim and adam
i was with them everyday
and now i dont see them at all
its a big change
so if ne of you read this...COME HOME!
thats all for now i think
ohh yea
waddell is a dumb cunt
now that is all
xo
Laur
current mood: groggy
current music: Calling You- Blue October
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Thursday, September 1st, 2005
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12:20 pm
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SEPT 11th yayyyyyyy!!!
NHOI AT JAVA JAZZ!!!
yay!
i really will post when i get bak in town.
xo
laur
current mood:  anxious
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Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
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11:47 pm
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Friday-MNAC,SadBert,Manatee!
bad ass show! went to taylors...had fun!
Saturday-Jon left for school...The Core...One Shot,Location...adams house i was hurt went home
Sunday-Slept...Church...practiced my monologue...
more later
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